i got so many assignment to cover.. biochem,anat,
food science, titas and also microb
everything nid to pass on ASAP..
im not a last minute person but
the due date make me dizzy.. its not enough time..
.yet im still blogging! stupid!
last nite i get fever...
cant even stand up.. almost crying..
but got rumate there... i msg him...
.suddenly i miss him soo much..
i dont know why... is it my false??
hes change..its hurt...really hurt!..
he use AQ with me..
he never use that b4...
i feel damn hurt...
i told him about that..
told him about that feeling
how it is difficult to get rid of him...
i try my best to delete those memory..
i try my best to delete him...
i told him sometime i can
sometime it suddenly come...
i told him everything...
i told him he was the first..
yet still no body can replace him...
i know i will hurt someone...
i miss him too...
only 3 month ago...
give me sometime...
is not easy to recover....
sometime..the feelin' come..sometime...
i try to open my heart...
open to someone else...
but i dont know the real situation...
he is missing..
i lost his fon no...
im not stable..
HE reply my msg..
i thought he wouldnt..
he said" its o.k..juz take ur time for that..
dont think too much."...
im sick!!.... i feel tired..
but i try to laugh infront of everyone..
i try to be strong....
im happy here...
i hope his happy there..
n that someone will also happy there...
nid to think about my assgmnt..
stop blogging!! start working!
1 comment:
who is HIM? hehehe..do i know that guy? :)
anyway,get well soon ya..
hav some rest..n u'll just fine by tomorrow...
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