Debat n Bahas...Nilai estetika?

Ini ikhlas dari lubuk hati...

soalan yang sering aq tanya kepada diri sendiri..kenapa keberanian makin pudar???... Aq tahu aq mampu untuk melakukan sesuatu perkara tersebut tapi..there's something inside me which always be a burden yang menghalang aq move forward!..benda tu aq yang cipta sendiri!!.kesusahan tu dtg dr diri sendiri..

Kenapa kalau dulu aq mampu berhujah dengan idea2 yang bernas mengenai sesuatu perkara hinggakan mendapat sokongan yang jitu dari para guru..namun hari ini aq sedar aq semakin pincang... pincang dengan keberanian diri sendiri...

Its not that i dont have confident toward myself..it just i am soooo envy with people which could talk with a brilliant fact.. it make me mesmerize,, not only that... sometime because of this person,, i think im not as good as them..how possible i could be them???...

Ya itu mind set aq yang harus aq buang dalam TONG SAMPAH mulai sekarang.. nana!! u can do it!! remember u can do it as u do dr sekolah rendah dan menengah..

pidato, bahas, syair, sajak, syarahan, pantun,debate,public speaking....
semuani ko dah pernah lalui dan dah terlampau byk kejayaan yang dicapai...

Tp when it comes to Uni..its not as same as school, U have to be more matang n lebih memahami apayang berlaku disekeliling kita.. itu Mahasiswa yang celik dan ada nilai2 estetika, jati diri yang jitu dan mengasah dapat mengasah "soft-skill" kita semua...

the problem is...
tp kenapa kini kau KECUT PERUT bila disuruh kehadapan??? Baru dicabar untuk masuk pidato skit...aq dah mengalah!!
Aq harus berubah!!

If i want to be as good as them, if i want to be the best as they are... i should take one step forward...
Its not and easy to be a leader.. ya.. i always know the fact... as i've been through 17 years being a leader..but mampukah aq menggalas tanggungjawab itu kembali...

Bagi aq, untuk menjadi seorang leader..ia bukannya hanya pada nama...disebabkan itulah aq mengambil masa meneliti hasil kerja dan their own step ...mengkali dan menelusuri apa yang seharusnya ada pada seorang pemimpin...
InsyaAllah, jika dipanjangkan umur diberikan kepercayaan..aq mampu melakukan yang terbaik

Tetapi sebelum berhasrat, minda ini harus dipenuhi dengan ilmu pengetahuan, agar omongannya bukan lagi omong kosong...dan hasil kerjanya berdasarkan fakta berteraskan kepercayaan..Aq ingin menjadi seperti mereka.. bukan hanya bijak berkata2 tp cantik akhlak serta peribadinya... tp mampukah aq untuk berubah ke arah yang aku sendiri inginkan... Insyaallah selagi aku yakin aq boleh melakukan... aq akan terus mencuba... dalam kamus hidup seorang insan bernama raihanah rozaimi ini xpernah ada rasa ingin mengalah...

aq akan buat yang terbaik.. hidup hanya sekali..kita merancang sebaik mungkin..capai cita... aku bukanlah ingin menjadi seorang mahasiswa biasa..yang hanya mengadap pada buku, berbangga dengan keputusan.. kerana itu bukanlah aq.. if this U give something to make me a better person..then i should pay back with all "khudrat" yang ada untuk berbakti kepada U ini...
Biar pon kini ia bukanlah U yang people bangga2 kan... ingin aq berkata untuk kali yang ke berapa juta kali....aq tetap berbangga menjadi sebahagian dari UDM....

kueh cincin + amplang = insomnia =)

i dont know since were are back in school, i mean UNIVERSITY... its hard for me to sleep. Maybe because of the weather or there's something spinning around in my head. I just cant stop thinking about that stuff... after think deeply about THAT particular thingy.. i've decided to go through it next SEMESTER..insyaAllah.. from now im goin to built up my confident and fill with "ilmu yang sepatutnya to be THAT"...

ape plak kaitan ngan kueh cincin ngan amplang dalam blog ku ini??


kaitannyer ialah since aq masuk sini hari pertama lagi..2 jenis makanan SABAH ni la yang sering ku jaja ke sana ke mari...hahaha....

ekceli, xminat sgt kot makan 2 benda ni..tp memandangkan maklong aq yang skeee sgt melantak bende ni, Umi telah mengirimkan kuih cincin ni tok maklong aq.... so adela mender ni kat cni... well, kueh cincin ni sebenarnya sedap..tp aq ni jenis kalau makan satu benda or buat satu perkara biar buat sungguh2 sampai bosan... ( nampaknyer aq dah bosan ngan kuih cincin ni)... alhamdulillah la aq x pernah nak bosan mengupdate blog, it will not be but instead makin hari makin membuak2 perasaan ni kerana layout dah cantik =). waktu sem break ari tu pon aq bawa kuih cincin ni gak...pasal maklong aq minta lagi..n nak kasi rasa budak2 kat U ni... tp since benda ni kena naik flight i only able to bring in a small quantity..so for those yang x merasa g... sorry..

Tibe2 teringat plak birthday c ikram, time tu masih baru2 kenal...kuih cincin ni jugaklah yang menjadi santapan mereka (walaupon aq rasa cam diorg xske jer makan kuih cincin ni).. they prefer amplang.....

ok! ni la amplang.. dier ada macam2 jenis..yang diperbuat dari ikan dan yang juga diperbuat dari udang.. sebenarnya kalau nak dptkan amplang yang murah lagi sedap...tentulah di TAWAU.. makan dengan cili sos...perghhhhhhhhhhh!!! sedap giler... aq rasa since nora bawa amplang kat mrsm dulu (tym tu slalu bantai makan ramai2)..sejak tu aq dah xdpt nak rasa amplang yang sedap.. amplang tawau la katakan.... amplang yang kena jual kat KK (kota kinabalu)..xbrapa nak best...aq pon xtau kenapa... mungkin mentaliti aq dah set macam tu kot...

nak dipendekkan cerita aq bawa lagi skali kedua2 kuih ini lepas cuti sem yang agak panjang ni... kisahnya..maksu aq plak MENG"ORDER" amplang ni byk2 dari sabah.. so bila mak aq tanya nak tak??(mak aq balik KL...jumpa mak dier arr!!).. at first aq malas nak ambek..tapi mengenangkan kawan2 yang ske membantai benda ni.. aq pon ambek la...

Tp xbyk arr...1 paket kuih cincin 2 paket amplang.....but its ok than nothing right??..

Hasrat dihati ni teringin nak bg member2 makan ramai...tp disebabkan benda tu da "seCOET" masuk mulut aq ngan 2 makhluk kat sebelah ni jer dah tinggal sket..so aq hanya mampu memberi pada 4 org makhluk lagi kat blog siswa tu...dah tentu2 la geng aq dan Asrul, senior yang agak baik arr.. (p/s: dont ever kembang if u cross this post).. br td turun bg kat mamat ni...yang 3 ekor lagi berbahagia makan malam2...gembira lecturer2 kita melompat2 kalau tau anak murid DIET die makan malam2..hahahahahhaah!!!!! {tibe2 teringat satu senior ni, dia yang yeye nak add facebook...tp bila jumpa kat kota, aq senyum boleh plak buat bodo..pasni aq buat bodo jer arr nampaknyer}

kenangan MAKAN2 ni amat sebati dlm hidop aq..tgk org arr (kuat makan)..ingat lagi tym aq form 2 aq ske buatkan nasi goreng campor nugget tok geng aq kat ST.JOHN dulu... miss them... bryan, evana, shafiona, villery, daniella n annebeth... pastu tym nak pindah mrsm buatkan puding 9 bekas aiscream tok BADAN PENGAWAS..(konon2 tanda perpisahan la)...hahah.. best2..

xsangka plak bile ske sgt bergelut2 ngan makanan..akhirnya kos yang aq ambek pon pasal makanan.. ape2 pon aq berbangga..being part of this
p/s: dont force me to be a doctor anymore, i know it was my previous ambition..but im stick with Diet no matter how it is..no matter how my result now...no matter what it take... just pray for my success..this is me =)

Few things to remember...

Salam. Throught out the year of mine, its been such a wonderful year for me,myself. Ya! I feel the power back in me. There’s few thing that im gonna miss in this year! First, it was him..a man that able to make me fall in love for the first time. He is a nice person; sweet, caring, gentle and what so ever thing that make girls melt on him. HAHAHAHA!!.. Eventhough the relationship that we build only for a short term, its enough for me to feel how to be loved and to be in loved. For me it such a gift that give by GOD to all human being. I respect him because he respect me more. We are on different pathway, its true!! Different religion. Don’t ask me how I fallin in love with this guyz, it just happen suddenly. Love is something that hard to describe right??. He also the first guy that make me cry like a child becoz of broke up!! Hahaha.. if I could describe that feeling, it was like “ nak terputus semua urat jantung, hati, kepala “ at that time. But because of we know that’s the best for us we manage to overcome that feeling. Its not fade away easily, I keep on crying for the next few month.. Somehow I miss all moment with him and others. Labuan Matriculation College give a biggest spark in me for this year;2009. It was cool for me and for him now, hes start his new relationship now and im the biggest supporter..haha!! because for me, our memories will be keep in my heart till the last breath of mine, But life must go on. For me im not goin to find a new one, because I have closed my heart for study purpose.. Just let the time decide. I hope this is the last post I describe about him. Throught out this year, I’ve post lots of my feeling “here” about him..hahha!!.. Its ok, like I said before memories with a man name FRANCO JOSEPH will be in my heart forever J. All I have to say is thank you for being part of my life. I know he wont read this but it was a relief to express this feeling here at my own blog.

Stop with him, start with my U life. Since I’ve been study at UDM for those didn’t know the full name of this uni let me tell you. It was UNIVERSITI DARUL IMAN MALAYSIA. I was taking a dietetics course as my major course…minor course?? Its secret..lalalala…dietetics its not my first choice but my last one.. but I am glad to be a dietician student. Ive meet them, my own “gang”..not to say “hidop kat cni berpuak2”..but they know me better. That’s why im glad to meet them. We been through a lot of thing although we know each other only for 6 month. We are in different character yet we got a common which is “gila2”. It is difficult to describe them in person. So let me keep that “description” in my heart only J. To Zulaikha, Mira, Ikram, Fatah and Emy.. thanx for accept me with what I am. Im not as good angel but im not bad as devil ..heheh.. I hope this new sem “kita dapat buat yang terbaik”…..

Perkara yang menggembirakan aq juga tahun ini ialah my own result. Walaupon x segempak diorang2..tp aq bersyukur kepada Allah segala titik peluh aq tok sem ni mencipta kejayaan. Biarpun 4.00 itu masih jauh dan x tersampai olehku pada sem lepas tp dengan berbekalkan result 3.51 tu, insyaAllah aq akan terus bangkit. Keputusan yang masih diatas pagar tu bukanlah sesuatu yang perlu dimegah2kan kerana itu baru sem 1 which people always said “its easy to get those pointer as the subject still easy’.. Aq sedar mana silap aq, first ckp jujur aq serius mengabaikan subject2 universiti mcm fiqh islami, titas n bi koz I thought xmasuk pointer. Bukan nak ckp aq blajar just for the sake of pointer …tp pointer tu pembakar semangat tok blaja..InsyaAllah sem ni aq akan terus berusaha mencapai aim aq yang belom tercapai tu.. Yang penting, hati kena ikhlas tok menuntut ilmu Allah dan niat kena betol, belajar untuk kegunaan diri sendiri dan untuk berbakti satu hari nanti. Blaja xboleh busuk hati, kalau org Berjaya jgn rasa sakit hati malah jadikan kejayaan mereka pembakar semangat diri kita. Blaja jgn kedekut ilmu, kerana keberkatan ilmu tu terletak bila kita memberi dan mengajar apa yang telah kita ketahui. Aq rasa sampai sini je la coretan yang sempat aq nukilkan…

Till then,

Nana zaimi :)

Opps!! i didnt mean it..

First and foremost..that's not my false!...

Before that.. Alhamdulillah..setelah berpulun2 aq mengupdate blog ni..akhirnya... BLOG ini siap dibaik pulih!!..bukan sepenuhnya..tp still akan diperbaiki...
Aq rasa sangat seronok bila dpt kumpul2kan member2 mrsm KML...and of koz la UDM..but i miss MRSM more..hahha koz dah lama x jumpa kan...

the real topic here is, i didnt mean to sent THAT msg several tym with the same text on it... just few hours ago, my friend told me their friend from UPM and USM ( which i didnt know) send regard to me... because of THAT msg.. either sincere or not..i dont know.. Let's be specific... Every tuesday 10 pm on TV1, there is talk show about student which i follow every week, but since i enter THIS UDM, its hard for me to spend my time to get involve with all of that, but if i got time i never failed to give a comment or an opinion to that talk show which is "SUARA SISWA"..the moderator is Dr Fazley. I will sent those comment on his FB.. but unfortunately, during this 5 week of holiday..i cant reach internet frequently, because i live with my grandparent which does not provide that thing for me to sent my comment.. Instead of that, i able to watch them on TV,

3 week in a row, give a comment and being read by HIM live on TV, but the fourth week, i have a problem to sent those comment, if i cant sent my comment through FB, ill sent by msg to them... but at that time after i sent those msg, it keep reply that try again later.. so i keep on trying till 6-7 times... not give up, i change my comment to short one but it is still meaningful to me. After 2 times of trial, msg Delievered!... but when those msg appear on TV, the same name and the same comment keep appear..which is MY COMMENT AND MY NAME!! i didnt mean ok!..i thought its not delievered as it tell me so.. plus with my 2 other comments..my name keep appear that night!..suddenly i feel shame...hahhaa!... im not being "mencapap" k..

if i tell you guyz about how determine i was to be on broadcast world..you wont understand that feeling. But uncle Aznil will understand that feeling..Instead of study..this is the world that i thought was the best for me to feel free and i dont know how to describe that feeling... but whatever it is.. i will always support my favourite talk show; "SUARA SISWA", "GENERASI Y", And "REMAJA"..and there is one slot i love the most... "School invader" hahhaha....scholl attack!! wacha~~~ :)

till then,
nana zaimi

alhamdulillah..akhirnya result pon dah kluar..
alhamdulillah..result boleh dikatakan cemerlang..tp u have to berusaha lagi nana k!! i noe u can do it...just believe in yourself..we are excellent!!!
to ikram, emy fatah, eka, mira ....we did it!!! cayang korang..thanx a lot!!

ok!! seriously aq cuak giler skunk!!!!! hanya tuhan jer yang tau.. wekkk aq involve ngan eksiden td..but minor one.. n not involve nyawa la ofkoz...aq langgar dinding.... the thing is thats not my car!! not even my parents!! tu maklong punya..seriously im damn takot..we have plan to cuti3 a few week after masok kelas...but now...i x berani nak minta kereta...damn!! bgs..see...terang2 Allah bg balasan dosa yg ko buat...cash...xde hutang2...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...congrat!!!

TAHNIAH!!!.. x sangka aq pon mengalirkan air mata bila Malaysia menang 1-0 dalam perlawanan bola sepak menewaskan Vietnam. Menggigil rasanya tubuh ni xdpt dibendung lagi. Aq bukanlah peminat fanatik bola sepak sgt. Tapi aq yakin, di mana ada kemahuan disitu ada jalan. YA! Kemenangan mereka bukan hanya kerana titik usaha mereka sahaja, tetapi kerana doa berterusan dari rakyat Malaysia.. tatkala ni.. aq lebih berbangga menjadi rakyat Malaysia. Not to say aq x bangga, but tambah2 bangga. I love Malaysia. Sejajar dengan 1 Muharram iaitu tahun baru bagi semua umat islam, nyata semangat hijrah inilah yang membakar semangat skuad bola sepak Negara. My favourite pemain tentunya zaquan, zafuan , badrol, and muslim..heheh
Rasa berbunga2 x boleh nak control rasanya….suka aq ambik semangat diorg untuk menjadi pembakar semangat diri sendiri.. Yes! Kita mampu Berjaya bila ada desakan yang positif dan ada tekad yang jitu. Kini terasa satu kebangkitan pada skuad bola sepak Negara. Aq yakin mereka akan terus cemerlang pada masa akan datang.
Mulut jangan celupar!!! Khas untuk jurulatih bola sepak Vietnam yang mengatakan nasib la final x jumpa dengan Thailand, its like memperkecil2kan skuad Negara kita. Jangan pandang dengan sebelah mata. Hmm… that all for today. Thanx skuad Malaysia, you guyz the best medicine of my DEMAM PANAS!!! Hahahha… love Malaysia..love football!!