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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

i donno where should i start


where should i start?
i got so many assignment to cover..
biochem,anat,
food science, titas and also microb

everything nid to pass on ASAP..

im not a last minute person but
the due date make me dizzy..
its not enough time..
.yet im still blogging! stupid!


last nite i get fever...

cant even stand up.. almost crying..
but got rumate there... i msg him...
.suddenly i miss him soo much..

i dont know why... is it my false??
hes change..its hurt...really hurt!..
he use AQ with me..

he never use that b4...
i feel damn hurt...


i told him about that..
told him about that feeling
how it is difficult to get rid of him...
i try my best to delete those memory..
i try my best to delete him...

i told him sometime i can
sometime it suddenly come...

i told him everything...

i told him he was the first..
yet still no body can replace him...


i know i will hurt someone...
i miss him too...

only 3 month ago...
give me sometime...

is not easy to recover....
sometime..the feelin' come..sometime...

i try to open my heart...
open to someone else...

but i dont know the real situation...
he is missing..

i lost his fon no...

im not stable..

HE reply my msg..
i thought he wouldnt..

he said" its o.k..juz take ur time for that..

dont think too much."...

im sick!!....
i feel tired..
but i try to laugh infront of everyone..
i try to be strong....

im happy here...

i hope his happy there..
n that someone will also happy there...
nid to think about my assgmnt..
stop blogging!! start working!

1 comment:

luke© said...

who is HIM? hehehe..do i know that guy? :)
anyway,get well soon ya..
hav some rest..n u'll just fine by tomorrow...