Salam. Throught out the year of mine, its been such a wonderful year for me,myself. Ya! I feel the power back in me. There’s few thing that im gonna miss in this year! First, it was him..a man that able to make me fall in love for the first time. He is a nice person; sweet, caring, gentle and what so ever thing that make girls melt on him. HAHAHAHA!!.. Eventhough the relationship that we build only for a short term, its enough for me to feel how to be loved and to be in loved. For me it such a gift that give by GOD to all human being. I respect him because he respect me more. We are on different pathway, its true!! Different religion. Don’t ask me how I fallin in love with this guyz, it just happen suddenly. Love is something that hard to describe right??. He also the first guy that make me cry like a child becoz of broke up!! Hahaha.. if I could describe that feeling, it was like “ nak terputus semua urat jantung, hati, kepala “ at that time. But because of we know that’s the best for us we manage to overcome that feeling. Its not fade away easily, I keep on crying for the next few month.. Somehow I miss all moment with him and others. Labuan Matriculation College give a biggest spark in me for this year;2009. It was cool for me and for him now, hes start his new relationship now and im the biggest supporter..haha!! because for me, our memories will be keep in my heart till the last breath of mine, But life must go on. For me im not goin to find a new one, because I have closed my heart for study purpose.. Just let the time decide. I hope this is the last post I describe about him. Throught out this year, I’ve post lots of my feeling “here” about him..hahha!!.. Its ok, like I said before memories with a man name FRANCO JOSEPH will be in my heart forever J. All I have to say is thank you for being part of my life. I know he wont read this but it was a relief to express this feeling here at my own blog.
Stop with him, start with my U life. Since I’ve been study at UDM for those didn’t know the full name of this uni let me tell you. It was UNIVERSITI DARUL IMAN MALAYSIA. I was taking a dietetics course as my major course…minor course?? Its secret..lalalala…dietetics its not my first choice but my last one.. but I am glad to be a dietician student. Ive meet them, my own “gang”..not to say “hidop kat cni berpuak2”..but they know me better. That’s why im glad to meet them. We been through a lot of thing although we know each other only for 6 month. We are in different character yet we got a common which is “gila2”. It is difficult to describe them in person. So let me keep that “description” in my heart only J. To Zulaikha, Mira, Ikram, Fatah and Emy.. thanx for accept me with what I am. Im not as good angel but im not bad as devil ..heheh.. I hope this new sem “kita dapat buat yang terbaik”…..
Perkara yang menggembirakan aq juga tahun ini ialah my own result. Walaupon x segempak diorang2..tp aq bersyukur kepada Allah segala titik peluh aq tok sem ni mencipta kejayaan. Biarpun 4.00 itu masih jauh dan x tersampai olehku pada sem lepas tp dengan berbekalkan result 3.51 tu, insyaAllah aq akan terus bangkit. Keputusan yang masih diatas pagar tu bukanlah sesuatu yang perlu dimegah2kan kerana itu baru sem 1 which people always said “its easy to get those pointer as the subject still easy’.. Aq sedar mana silap aq, first ckp jujur aq serius mengabaikan subject2 universiti mcm fiqh islami, titas n bi koz I thought xmasuk pointer. Bukan nak ckp aq blajar just for the sake of pointer …tp pointer tu pembakar semangat tok blaja..InsyaAllah sem ni aq akan terus berusaha mencapai aim aq yang belom tercapai tu.. Yang penting, hati kena ikhlas tok menuntut ilmu Allah dan niat kena betol, belajar untuk kegunaan diri sendiri dan untuk berbakti satu hari nanti. Blaja xboleh busuk hati, kalau org Berjaya jgn rasa sakit hati malah jadikan kejayaan mereka pembakar semangat diri kita. Blaja jgn kedekut ilmu, kerana keberkatan ilmu tu terletak bila kita memberi dan mengajar apa yang telah kita ketahui. Aq rasa sampai sini je la coretan yang sempat aq nukilkan…
Nana zaimi :)